Alright, so I WAS trying to be more zen, but that went out the window. I am hosting some friend for brunch at my house and I think I made WAY too much food, WAY too much. Now, at the 11th hour, people are bailing, which is ok. They just don't know how good it will be, they will make it next year, that's for sure. Anyway, I am still hyperventilating, but I know the guy I kinda like won't be there, so that alleviates some pressure. He is so nice, y'all. Although he is way private and a little socially awkward, he's just so damn cute. I always feel so much better about life after talking to him. I also leave confused, I am going to work the friend angle - he's awesome and after talking to him, I feel awesome. He laughs at all my jokes. But, I won't stress, too much, right now, yet.
Back to reality, my ipod headphones crapped out, my futon frame broke (it's been going for awhile - since my 300+, 6'4" brother jumped on it), and my head is blazing. But, because my friend said brunch will be great, brunch will be great. I'll give you the update tomorrow.

So much for being zen.

~(alias forthcoming)